What a waste of time!

Up early for work this morning... Got there.. not really late or any thing.. And no one is there? now this is a shit load of piss coz I literally have no money! nothing at all.. not even really enough to get back to work tomorrow now..

I bloody hate this job.. Cleaning windows. Its just so routine, I get up same time everyday do the same thing all day and go home.. and then next month... i do the exact same windows i did last month.. I'm just so board of it all ready there is no drive for me to get up for work in the morning.. its only because of the money that i mange to get out of bed and get to work.. I hate it..

Money has totally taken control of every thing I do... I have no time to spend doing what i want to do, what I need to do.. I'm so tired of struggling to do what I HAVE to do to just survive.

So now I'm at home.. got so much I need to do.. and in no mood to do any of it.

Woke up...

This is where I woke up this morning... I have been waking up here alot lately... as it is my girlfriends room. We only ever realy get to spend the evenings and nights together because were both so busy during the day... And even the time we do get time together, is interupted and seems rushed... Like there just ant enough time in the day. I wish i could spend more time with her but... This has got to be my favourt...

Mmm... Burger!

Out shooting my music video today. Stoped off at 'the sports cafe' on the hay market, london. Had the best burger i think i ever had in my life! Then washed it down with a bucket... Yes bucket of beer! Haven eaten that well im a while.

Favour for a friend!

I offered to transport a wardrobe for my friend Pia. From an ebay seller in Reading to her new flat in Kingston. Not really to far of a drive.

I drive a Citroen Saxo.. Not really a great car for transporting large items but I got a roof rack on it and though.. Yeah... It a be fine.. But we didn't have any rope or anything so we borrowed some ties form next door and made our way to reading..

Upon arrival the ebay sellers were giving us the funneyest looks like.. "So wheres this big van of yours?". I took a look at the Wardrobe then another look at my car... Emmmm.. Yeah were gona be able to get it on there! No problems... Sort of.

Him - "You havent really thought this through have you"
Me - "To be honest with you.. Im kinda still not even thinking about it"

With the wardrobe on the roof and the draws In the boot (well.. and back seats.. I never even relised they could be put down.) we set of to Kingston folowing the sat navs directions.. Witch even though we told to avoid main roads still had us on moterways the whole way there!

Every thing was running smothley. Had hazard light on the whole way, slowly creeping up to 50 down the moterway. But it was fine, nothing to strenuious... Then we came to some start stop traffic.. Kepped picking up speed then stopping, picking up speed stopping, picking up speed then CRASH! A dude stopped suddenly in front of me. With all the extra weight I couldn't stop in time and went strait in the back of him.

The guys car wasn't damaged at all, just a lil bump maybe. But my car was 2 inches shorter! I checked every thing over, car was running fine, no major damage so we continue with the jorney.
For the rest of the day the car was fine, nothing out of the ordinary..

We get the wardrobe to her new flat and get it in just fine. Were hanging out for a wile meeting her new flat mates and telling the story of the journey there.. And it was all good. Like the day was finaly over we can just go home and chill out till tomorow.. So we do..

I drop Pia off and then start making my way home. Now going 70 down the motorway middle lane.. Not got the wardrobe on any more and it feels good to be back up to speed.. then smack!! Like a snap the bonnet flew up and hit my windscreen... From the previous crash it wasn't fastened down properly.. So im now driving blind.. Cant see any thing but behind me and theres cars every where!...

Now I have absolutely no idea how I made it to the side of the road with out getting hit or hitting some one!... Last thing Remembre after the bonit hit the windscreen was sitting heart pounding at the side of the road while car honk their horns as the go speeding past...

Some times i think i just shouldnt drive...